Dear Diary,

I made a huge mistake this morning, but it had to be done. I have been putting it off because I knew I wouldn’t like the result. And I didn’t. I got on the scale. It was not pretty. I have been working out a lot to make up for the holiday treats that seem to be around every corner. But apparently, that has not been enough.

I really don’t want to look like a giant blob onstage next week for Ten Man Jam. Perhaps, I will have to wear all black…and a gastric sleeve.

Tonight, we have our office Christmas party. That is another area where I am not sure what I am going to wear. I have a feeling some people will be very dressy and others will be more casual. If I try to throw on the little black dress…I will be giving my Spanx a good workout.

Okay, enough with the self-deprecation. I just need to be better and stricter with myself. Deja vu. I think I will put up a picture of the new Bond girl as my screen saver. That might keep the Christmas cookies out of my hand.

Talk to you tomorrow,

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